It’s been a minute since I last posted (November 25, 2022). Happy New Year! Some of you have been kind enough to check in, see how I am and how my book writing is going. Thank you.
The boys and I are doing well. Finn turned 15, Conall reached eight, and I ignored my 66th birthday in December. We enjoyed a huge dump of snow in mid-December, but by early January it all melted off the fields. Winter, wherefore art thou? January has brought a little new snow, bu unfortunately it was followed by rain, then freezing temperatures. Right now, roads are ice rinks. Thankfully the boys and I have the fields and woods across the road to play in, regardless of weather.
I’m happy to report I’m making good progress on the book.
I’ve got nearly ten years of bits and pieces of “wolf book” writing scattered across my computer hard drive. My Research and Notes document – where I copy, paste, and link relevant articles, quotes, and whatever else catches my eye – dates back to 2014 and is now 99 pages and 33,223 words long, always growing. So much information to wade through and sort, but some real treasures! I spent much of December organizing and labeling. I also played with book structure, writing a big W on a large sheet of paper, then adding sticky notes of various colors where chapters/ideas might fit along the W (the points on the W = triggering event; first turning point; a reversal/second triggering point; second turning point, resolution. It’s a helpful visual, and stickies are easy to rearrange.
January has been productive in terms of writing. I still go in circles in my mind about structure at times, but I’m willing to let that get sorted later. My primary goal now is to create a coherent manuscript I can give to my developmental editor by March 1st. She’ll pick apart, rearrange, and make suggestions before handing it back to me for major revisions.
This afternoon I had a sign things are going well.
I was napping. (I nap most days, replenishing my cerebral-spinal fluid so I won’t have a late-in-the-day headache. My best writing occurs during evening hours.) I rarely remember my dreams. But this afternoon I dreamed I was a teen, living in my childhood home. A neighbor, for whom I babysat occasionally but didn’t otherwise know well, appeared on the scene. He was explaining to my parents that he had just completed a writers residency at Mt. Rainier. “Writing and Mt. Rainier??!” I shouted excitedly in the dream, waking myself up.
I may have shouted that last phrase out loud, because Conall jumped on my bed and lay next to me with a look of concern. As I rubbed his cheeks and ears, I giggled to myself at the dream and the phrase. Of course writing and Mt. Rainier! Or, more precisely, writing about Mt. Rainier. I’ve spent the last week writing and revising a chapter about a 1997 adventure run, a double crossing of the Grand Canyon. I learned so much about myself, others, and most of all, nature during that 18-hour ordeal.
My dream was telling me, pointedly, that next I should write about running around Mt. Rainier on the 93-mile Wonderland Trail. If course! I hadn’t included Mt. Rainier on a sticky. Most importantly, Rainier is where I learned to appreciate running trails through abundant mountain wildflowers. It’s when I first realized I needed more of that in my life.
Keep in mind: even though I call it the wolf book, the working title of my book-in-progress is Wild Running: Meditations on the Natural World. (Thank you, Susan T, for that suggestion.) Running is the major theme; dogs and wolves, nature and wildlife, and finding place and purpose in life are major threads. Wolves were a big part of the natural world I moved to (Idaho’s mountains) and moved through as a trail runner. It was while running an Idaho forest trail with my dogs that I had a magical, up-close encounter with a wolf. I occasionally heard their howls from my house. But before all that, while living in Washington and growing as a trail runner, I had to learn how to trust and rely on myself to run smartly through wilderness full of wildlife. The Grand Canyon and Mt. Rainier were among my favorite teachers, along with my Alaskan Malamutes Maia and Meadow.
If I’m dreaming about writing, if I eager to get back to the computer each day (and I am), I’m approaching flow.
I remember well, while writing my first book, that rare and wonderful state of flow. All I wanted to do was write and the writing came easy. I often forgot to eat. I had to force myself to stop late at night and go to bed. Writing flow is a lot like running flow, or runner’s high. It’s a wonderful feeling where everything works and feels easy. I’m excited to hop on that wave again, see where the ride takes me this time.
That’s my update for now. I appreciate knowing my WordPress family is out there cheering me on. In December I tried to keep up with your posts, but this month? I’m truly sorry, but being on the cusp of flow, maybe even already there, nothing – not even my dear blogger friends – can distract me until I hammer out a manuscript. Well, okay, the boys and our collective need to move in the outdoors every day will distract me. But that’s it! I hope to be a regular blog reader and commenter again in March.
I leave you with several photos taken this month. The feature photo was taken December 29th, before December’s big dump of snow melted in unseasonably warm weather. It shows dog tracks and snowshoe tracks. When the landscape is covered in snow, I usually let Conall lead us wherever he wants to go, no matter how meandering, although I don’t follow every one of his minor side tracks. If the snow is deep enough for me to wear snowshoes, Finn usually tucks right behind me for easier footing. On December 29th, we were following tracks set over the previous few days. The rest of the photos are scenes from the fields and woods we romp through daily, so pretty in winter.








thankfully, got away. January 14, 2023.

I can’t wait to read it. 😀 Conall and Bear are the same age. She’s 8 in March
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Hi Rebecca!
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Hey Jeff! Hope your own writing it taking off…!
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HaHa. Not really. Pretty stagnant. But it sounds like things are going really well for you.
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Nice to see someone has some snow. We’ve only had nasty rain, wind and ice.
Glad to hear the book is going well. I’ve missed seeing those beautiful dogs!
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Another crappy winter in Maine? I’m sorry to hear it. Pretty lackluster here, too, but at least the boys and I have some snow to enjoy. Hope winter shows up for you soon.
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We’re getting ice and sleet right now. That I can do without..
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As your note showed up on my computer, I was reading this snippet from a letter to the editor of VTDigger, a Vermont-focused online newspaper: “I’ve never heard anyone say, ‘Great, we’re having slush,’ but that’s exactly what we’re having, at least until it turns to ice or mud, and we’d better get used to it.”
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People can deny climate change all they want but we’re living it up here. We haven’t had a decent winter snow total for at least a decade.
😕
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Good luck with your book. This is a terrific passage: “Writing flow is a lot like running flow, or runner’s high. It’s a wonderful feeling where everything works and feels easy. I’m excited to hop on that wave again, see where the ride takes me this time.” Neil S.
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Thank you, Neil!
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Hooray on the update and you are in the flow!!!! That is awesome and exciting. The theme of your books sounds really wonderful and you’ve got a lot of great stories to flesh out. Rah, rah hiss boom bah. That is me cheerleading you along.
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Thank you, Shelle!! I so appreciate and value your cheerleading over the years. Just no back flips, okay? Don’t want you to hurt yourself 🙂
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So happy to hear that you’re making good progress! I just returned from my dragonfly trip to Brazil, and am almost ready to buckle down and get back to my book too. Thanks for the update!
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Hi Rebecca, good to know you’re all doing well, I hope the book is progressing as you’d like ready for your deadline.
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Andrea! I’ve missed your posts and wondered if/hoped you’re doing well. Maybe focused on your own non-blog writing? I’m my usual on again/off again with the manuscript, but overall, making progress and enjoying the process. I may extend my deadline, though 🙂
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Thanks Rebecca, just haven’t felt much like writing recently but I’m spending some time in nature this week so hope for some inspiration!
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Sorry I am just now checking in with you. I am a terrible blogger friend! I’m glad to see your writing is going well. I wish I could say the same. I did publish my full-time RV life memoir, but I have been trying for over a year to complete the first draft to the follow up of Sawyer’s Run, Finn’s Descent. It’s like pulling teeth. I know where I am, I know where I want to go, but the path in between does not easily reveal itself. I get down one portion of that path and it takes weeks for the next section to be illuminated before me. Oh well, if this is the price I have to pay, maybe it will be all the better for it when it is done. Speaking of Sawyer, we suddenly lost him this weekend. We were shocked and are hurting bad. We weren’t prepared for it. Poor Finn is constantly looking around for his brother. I’m going to end this now before I start crying on my keyboard. I’ll try not to be such a stranger!
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Oh no! I’m so sorry to learn about Sawyer’s passing, Lee. I know what a huge part of your heart and life he was, your partner in crime (along with Finn), inspiration for getting out on the trails. I can only imagine the sense of loss and grief you’re all feeling. I’m sure the RV seems much too quiet. Give Finn a hug for me, tell him it gets easier.
I hope you’re feeling great after your transplant, hiking again.
As for writing? Up and down. Much as it sounds like you’re experiencing. I spent most of February writing about certain topics (family). Dark stuff. I cut it all out, a third of the manuscript at that point. I guess I had to write it, get it out of my system, before I could move on to the stuff I really want to share with the world, the uplifting things about dogs, running, forests, nature. I also gained some insights into structure, something that has eluded me all along. So, that’s where I am now, weaving in anecdotes about wildlife encounters while running trails and having a blast. I hope you get a similar insight for Finn’s Descent that puts you back on the right path. One foot/one paw in front of the other in relentless forward progression, right? Good luck!
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Hey Rebecca,
What a lovely post and the pictures!!!! I have certainly missed being able to see and now that I can half see, your pics are breathtaking and your words are calming as always. I expected that the moment I could see again (and I can now see out of my right eye), I’d be hitting the keyboard hard and heavy. For whatever reason, that hasn’t happened. I feel shy. Not sure why, maybe I’m just rusty. It’s as though I have all of these thoughts in my head, but the moment I sit at the computer to put them down, they disappear. Hopefully, this is only temporary. I’m hoping to post on Geneva in the next few weeks, if that’s still okay. I still have one more eye surgery to go, though, and it may be a solid month before anything shows up there. I’m so glad to hear you’re making wonderful progress on your book! Also, I love it when dreams reveal important messages like yours did! Mona
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Mona! So good to hear from you and learn you’re on the mend. Or, half way there 🙂 I hope the second surgery goes equally well.
The Geneva group isn’t active. You and Lee had health challenges (Lee got his transplant and is doing well), Jeff decided to join an in-person group, Andy went by the wayside, Siobhan and resumed our pre-Geneva sharing directly rather than seeking more general input, and then I started focusing on my book. When you get your other eye back to normal, reach out to me at wallickr@gmail.com and let’s see what our options are then.
As for your own writing: I’m not surprised you haven’t fallen right back into it. I find taking time off makes it extra hard to get back into a rhythm. It’ll happen. And consider this: maybe one part of your lack of enthusiasm is that your story has changed. Maybe try writing about your experience losing your sight. I mean, that’s an unusual journey that many readers would find fascinating, losing and regaining your sight over a long period of time and the adjustments you undoubtedly made along the way. No expectations, just see where that topic takes you. I spent an entire month writing about a certain topic (family stuff) I was sure was going to be in my book, some 10,000-plus words, only to delete it all from the manuscript once I saw it was a downer and why bring my readers down? I got it out of my system, though. So even if the words don’t see the light of day, writing them serves a purpose, helping clarify in your own mind what you want to write about (and what you don’t). All in good time, Mona; your itch to write will return!
Keep me posted on how you’re doing…
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Glad the surgery went well, Mona! Have you tried the “Dictate” function in Word? It works great if you can’t see well. I’ve used it when a wrist injury was bothering me. Writing about your sight loss with your great sense of humor would be an entertaining read! Siobhan
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I loved the photo of the barn & Conall and the one where Finn is smiling at the camera. 😀 Snow softens and sharpens at the same time.
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